Every piece is a study piece

It started as above and ended as below.
今回は上図のように始まり下図のように終わりました。

"Floating Garden"

Torn Japanese colored paper and acrylic resin on 14.33 × 20.28 inches paper board.

36.4cm×51.5cmのペーパーボードに和紙・アクリル樹脂

I always intend to make the latest one as the best one while working on that piece, and the results determine me to do much better on the next piece.  Unsatisfied results imply future possibility of improvement, which sounds like healthy thought but a heavy burden to me.  Wish I get satisfied with a piece which I take as perfect enough to stay lazy. 
いつも最新作をベストな１枚とするつもりで取りかかるのですが、結果は「次はもっと良くなるように頑張ろうね...」となります。不満足な結果が次回進歩する可能性を示唆する、というビジネス書みたいに健全な考え方が、私には重荷です。早く、も〜完璧♪という納得の１枚を描いてなまけたい。


Laziness must be granted only to such a perfect being.
完璧な存在だけが怠惰を享受できるのです。